I woke up knowing I had to finalize packing and address changes etc all day. I found myself filled with exuberant amounts of anxiety, in front of the bathroom mirror staring at myself thinking "WTF are you doing? Your leaving this 1 yr old home you just built exactly how you wanted it, a city you have lived in for ten yrs, where most people want to be, with everything imagine able at your fingertips, and most of all, all of my amazing friends that are like family to me; for an 85 year old gas station with a house on top, in a small teeny tiny town where there is only one restaurant that serves breakfast and lunch, and then my gas station that serves pizza for the town." Then I quickly snapped out of it knowing I was doing the right thing for myself and my family.
The day went by with me not getting everything done before I went to my going away dinner with my amazing co-workers who are actually like family to me and the people I will miss most in LV.
I can't wait for us to get to Collbran and settle in, to get to know all the amazing people in the town. People there are so nice, hospitable, and non-judgmental. That is a big thing in Vegas, is people are just not as friendly. They barely look at you to smile, and if they do look at you they don't usually smile unless they know you.
So at the end of the day.... I am extatic! Collbran, HERE I COME!!!
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